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Jillian, 20. Wilmington, NC.
La Dispute, Brand New, For Today.
My family. My boyfriend.

sometimes, i really miss having (somewhat of) a life. having friends, meeting new people all of the time, going out. being so young and ridiculously carefree. i thought i was able to do whatever i wanted. shit, i DID do whatever i wanted. with complete disregard for any consequences. 

and yeah, i might have gotten into some trouble occasionally, or hurt somebody’s feelings… but i’ll be damned if i wasn’t having the time of my life.

i wouldn’t even know how to start being that person again. i’ve completely lost touch with who i used to be… in some bits, that’s good. others parts, not so much.

i have no purpose anymore.

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